|Found out Boyfriend is a Pedophile|
I was not thrilled with this arrangement but since I'm no spring chicken I did not want to start out fresh with someone new. Instead I settled and made peace that we would be together always without the ceremony part. He treated me well and our relationship was good so I hung on to that and secretly hoped he'd change his mind one day.
Things took on a new turn a while back when police came to our door and searched the place for kiddie porn. We were both home at the time and I seriously thought it was all a big misunderstanding. Our computer was seized and my boyfriend was taken in for questioning and later arrested. The police found pictures of small children involved in sexual acts with adults, and other disturbing things as well. He was found to have been communicating with other known pedophiles over the web and exchanging pictures and information.
I was totally floored upon finding this out about the man I loved and trusted for all these years. It was kind of hard to believe he was capable of such a thing in the beginning but the police charged him so obviously they had plenty of evidence because he is doing time now. It makes me sick to my stomach knowing he was getting off on pictures and videos of little children involved in sexual acts. Now I know what he was up to late at night after I went to bed.
Worst part is he has children of his own from a previous relationship. He did not see them much anyways because their mom moved away to another state and I guess you could categorize him as a dead beat dad. It seems to me that him not being in his kids lives was a good thing because they avoided possibly being molested by him.
He of course denies any wrong doing in the case against him but the state is making sure he stays off the streets so he's not able to act on his sick desires. I have not spoken to him or gone to see him because I am disgusted by his actions and want nothing to do with him ever again.
I still have days when I wake up and think this was all a bad dream but then I realize it's real and I have to find the strength to move on. I have since moved out of our apartment and tried to start a new life. It hasn't been easy but each day the pain of his betrayal lessens and I'm glad to be rid of such a sick individual.
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