As of late things are feeling not so right. I have the feeling he is cheating again. On his days off he rarely texts me and when he's at work I get texts all day. I just couldn't bust him. I drove by her house at different times of the day on his day off but I never saw his truck there. (I told my boss I was going to a store real quick) One day I had such a bad feeling. I usually go with him to get his kids but I just didn't want to go. I stayed and when I was getting something out of his drawer I saw his old phone. Something told me to look and what did I find? Texts to the girl he cheated on me with. Nothing incriminating except her saying she missed him and he told her he lied and said he had to go to the bathroom to text her because I was home. Then texts to a frigging escort!!! WTH!! And yet one more. He texted some girl from his work and asked her to put away the coffee mug he left there. And her response?? Ok, but you owe me a big kiss when you come to work tomorrow. 

I called screaming at him and told him to not come home. Of course he did and started packing his things and telling me they were old messages. Ummmm, they were from February...NOT THAT OLD!!! He said he and the girl he cheated with are just friends. The escort was just someone who sent him dirty pictures and the girl at work was someone who was sexually harassing him and he filed a report and she was fired. Why didn't you tell me about that? I asked him… because I wouldn't believe him he said. He cried, begged and pleaded to come home. I let him. He has been so good to me and I am so confused. I don't trust him. We are supposed to get married in 2 years. I need a clean bust. I'm hoping that dumb b*tch will just text me and tell me they are still seeing each other or something. But she hasn't and I don't know what to do.