|I consider him addicted|
I asked him why he feels the need to watch such filth and he tells me he's been watching since he was a teen. It makes me feel dirty knowing he does this behind my back. I'm worried I'm not enough woman for him. I look good but I can't compare to those girls. My self esteem has been affected and I wonder when we're having sex if he's fantasizing about them.
My husband claims he can stop watching it whenever he wants. I think he's only fooling himself. I believe he is addicted to it and he's in denial. I'm actually concerned that he might go behind my back and cheat on me. Every time he's a few minutes late from work I panic. I now check his emails and cell phone to make sure he's not up anything wrong. He claims he would never betray me but I'm not sure I can trust him.
I told my good friend about my problem and she laughed it off as no big deal. She says I should feel lucky he's just on the computer and not going out seeking other women. Needless to say, I found no comfort in her statement. I no longer talk to her about this topic because we don't see eye to eye.
I decided to post my story to get input from others. I don't know where to go from here and I could use some advice. Thanks
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