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Baby Nicole is now an Angel PDF Print E-mail
Story by nmkyle81
Pregnancy & Motherhood

 
I met a wonderful man after I got divorced. I wasn't looking, it just happened. After being together for 6 months we decided to have a baby. I have 4 children from my previous marriage and was ready for a 5th. I became pregnant right away. Had my first ultrasound at 10 weeks. Our little baby was growing right on schedule! I did everything I could to keep myself and child healthy. We got to see our baby again on November 5th. Again all was good. Our ultrasound was scheduled for November 29th to determine the sex. 

 

The morning of my appointment, we were so excited! We got there early, got into a room and waited. The doctor came in and began. The first thing I saw was her spine. But I soon noticed there wasn't the obvious blink of a heartbeat. Thinking I was blind I asked. I knew something was horribly wrong when the doctor took a deep breath and looked at me. There wasn't a heartbeat.

baby-loss-angelMy little girl had died, at 16 weeks. With no explanation. On December 7th, I went into labor and delivered my daughter. She fit in the palm of my hand. She was beautiful. We named her Nicole Amriel. Amriel is the angel of the month of May, which is when I was due.

It has only been a month since I've held her. I think about her everyday. I don't know if I can try again.

I miss my daughter.
 

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0 #4 she's an angel — korrie 2011-06-22 15:33
Your story is so heartbreaking. You and your family are in my prayers. RIP Nicole
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0 #3 It's not easy, but time will pass — trixie 2011-04-03 05:55
I know what you are going through, as I have been there once in my life…You will never get over the loss of a child born or unborn…But in time you will be able to give another child the love you held for your angel…Your pain will ease with time...god bless and I too will keep you in my prayers.
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0 #2 Losing a baby — Guest 2011-01-18 09:21
I know what it is like to lose a baby you carried for months. I lost my baby in my sixth month of pregnancy. It was the hardest thing I have ever been through and I am still trying to work through my grief. People say time heals wounds but it will never get rid of the empty hole that was left in my heart.

I hope it helps having other kids to get your mind off your grief. I don't have any other children but I hope to be able to be a mom one day. God bless
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0 #1 Sad — Guest 2011-01-09 18:31
I just wanted to say I'm sorry for your loss. I have never lost a baby and cannot imagine what you must be going through. I will keep you in my prayers. God bless.
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