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I was diagnosed at 17 with unknown epilepsy; meaning there is no reason why I have it. I have no tumors, worms, trauma or anything that could have caused it.I just started having the worst seizures possible a few times a day for no reason. WHAT! I was supposed to be graduating and moving away to a big college when all this happened. So what did I have to do? I had to stop driving, stop going to school (which was a mistake), stop taking baths (which is the only way I relax). Plus the worst part is I can't be alone. One time I was alone and a neighbor found me in the middle of the road. I had tried to get help in the middle of a seizure.
My whole life my mother taught me one thing and that was never to depend on ANYONE. Now everything I do and everywhere I go I need help and I have to depend on everyone. I had dislocated my shoulder due to a sports injury at 15 years old and now every time I have a seizure my shoulder pops out. They can only fuse my shoulder together to make a permanent fix but at the same time I am trying to finish school and take care of my teeth that the anticonvulsant medication has messed up. I have to take care of my family and myself.
I am looking for anyone who knows about epilepsy and how controlling and depressing this disease really is. Because it's hard to find people to understand ALL of my issues in just trying to live a fulfilled and successful life!
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