My life have changed so much and now I am ill. I don't want to do anything but stay in, eat chocolate and smoke. I got no job, the government wants to cut my benefits. Life sucks in Britain. Why people want to come here beggars belief. Now that conservatives are in people like me will pay for bankers mistakes. While they live it up, we the poor struggle to make ends meet.Why was I born in such a state of poverty. Being ill doesn't help and things will only get worse with the governments cuts. Wales budget is being cut by half. NHS hospitals are not coping either. Life is a drag .I am not being fair to my self really but I can't see a light at the end of the tunnel at all. How long will this last I wonder? I need to pour my heart out on here hoping to find some kind of peace. My back aches, I feel sick. I wake with dread in my heart and don't know what to do with myself. Aaargh HELP ME PLEASE.

I too have thought of suicide as I can't see any light at the end of the tunnel. Oh god, I want to scream. I know I have made my life like this but how do I change to make life more happy for me and my son? No work, no money, my health is deteriorating. I can't be bothered with life the way it is. Am I so thick that I can't live life the way it should be lived. My mate has got it all, nice women, nice well paid job, travels a lot, got all the mod cons and I am the opposite. I know I am whining but for too long now my life has been crap. I am meditating that is one good thing that is helping me cope at the moment. My son smokes pot, that is better than him drinking like his friends do all day. What can I do to get free from poverty. I have no bank account now thanks to being £7.50 in debt with my bank and they took £40 odd off me in charges. The only people that will be surviving is bankers as they suck the wealth out of people. They live to rip people off. If I could I would smack one silly.