I was flabbergasted at the vision before my eyes, I could not believe what I saw right in front of me. It was nowhere near Halloween and I knew right then I had a problem on my hands. I did not know what to think or how to feel as I looked at him in disbelief. The man who pledged to be my husband was standing there looking like a drag queen. He was clearly embarrassed to be seen this way and apologized profusely as he took off the the getup he was wearing.
I'm dumbfounded that something like this was going on right under my nose. My dear loving husband, the person I thought I knew best, has been living a double life and hiding this secret from me. I am very disturbed at his revelation and feel uneasy to be around him at times. I always saw my husband as a manly man, now I can't get the image of seeing him in a dress out of my mind. I don't know if I can trust him after finding this out and I also worry he might be gay. I did not sign up for this when I exchanged wedding vows with him...I married a Man not a woman! This is a huge turn off for me...if I wanted to be with someone who wears women's clothes I would be a lesbian.
He tells me his cross dressing does not mean he's into men and insists he is straight. He claims this is just one part of him that he feels he needs to express because it's a strong compulsion and hard for him to fight. I was promised he wouldn't leave the house when he cross dresses and he would be discreet about it. Personally, I would prefer if he only stuck to wearing men's clothes but I am willing to let him continue playing dress up when I'm not around. It is just too hard for me to see him trying to look like a woman. He has however started to wear woman's panties full time except for when we make love. I'm finding it difficult to be sexually attracted to him anymore.
I desperately want to talk to my best friend about this but he made me promise not to tell our family or friends. I needed an outlet and decided to post my story anonymously in hopes of getting some feedback from the readers. I would love to know if there are other women in my position and what their experiences are like.
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