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Story by Bobi1229
Rants and Raves

 
From an abusive family to a bad marriage...I left it all behind, started over and was pretty darn happy for about a year. I separated from my husband who was diagnosed with "Rapidly Advanced Alzheimers". I took care of him for a couple of years till he passed away. He had a very traumatic death, very painful and it filled me with grief and guilt. At the same time I took care of my dad who was sickly and passed away a year later…more grief and thoughts of suicide.

 

This finally passes and I'm able to move on...at least start moving forward again. But it seems I have the worst karma now. Store clerks accuse me of cutting in lines; car repair people over-charge me; my son married an awful person who talks about their sex life and more to everyone including me, his mother. So now my son and I aren't speaking due to her lying manipulations.

bad-karmaI have tons of problems with people I work with, stuff I never even knew or heard of before. Lots and lots of drama (I hate drama) and on and on. Yup, I looked to myself first and foremost. I realized in my grief, I lashed out in anger but I stopped that. I look for all the positive and fun stuff in life...not brooding, moving on, smiling face. I have no problem with guys asking me out, hitting on me so can't be all my bad.

Does anyone have a similar tale? How can I shake this off?  It's like a dark shadow over everything I do. HELP!
 

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0 #3 Bad Karma — Bobi1229 2010-12-31 19:26
Thanks to Angelique & lovely777- all good advice. I do & will keep on with your suggestions-best I have had in a long while--Thank you & blessings to you.
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+5 #2 RE: Bad Karma — Guest 2010-12-30 20:18
I think you would benefit from reading a book on positive thinking and the law of attraction. Things have not been going right in your life and the more you focus on the negative, the more drama and negativity you will draw to yourself and will have to endure.

Stay far away from people who are negative and surround yourself with positive people. I believe if you do this your bad karma will change and you will be happy.
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+4 #1 RE:BAD KARMA — lovely777 2010-12-30 10:37
I CAN RELATE TO HOW YOU FEEL THAT YOU HAVE BAD KARMA. I SOMETIMES FEEL I HAVE IT TOO. TO ME THE BEST THING YOU CAN DO IS NEVER GIVE UP. KEEP LIVING YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST. HANG AROUND POSITIVE PEOPLE THAT WANT GOOD THINGS IN LIFE AND ONLY MAKE YOU WANT TO BE AT YOUR BEST WHEN YOU'RE AROUND THEM.

SURROUND YOURSELF WITH ACTIVITIES THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY. THIS IS GONNA SOUND BORING TO SOME PEOPLE BUT...PRAY AND KEEP GOD IN YOUR HEART. ASK HIM TO PUT YOUR BURDENS IN HIS HANDS AND TRUST IN HIM. KEEP IT MOVING IN LIFE, HAVE FAITH THAT GOD WILL BE HERE FOR YOU. I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST. YOU DESERVE HAPPINESS, PEACE AND LOVE TO YOU.
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