We started to joke around and before you know it the taboo subject of sex came up. I took him home one night and I thought he was wanting something. Due the fact that I am married and the idea was intriguing, it never happened.

Recently he told me he has a date and I became upset and happy at the same time because now he will leave me alone and the temptation on my part would go away. But I became very upset to think he wasn't or really never was interested in me. I still see him at work but it's not the same as it was. I should have left my feelings quiet but instead they came out. I was being selfish and never thought of my husband. I was only thinking of my own desires.

He did his share and so did I of talking. I miss that he doesn't come up and see me like he used to. And he has many younger women that give him what he wants. I am grateful that I kept my mind in check and did not go through with doing something I would regret.